Okay, I know that I am just a nobody artist who is far too lazy to post any of the stuff I draw, if I draw at all. But I do have very strong opinions and apparantly so do other people.

Note: The following includes very strong opinions of sexual fetishes, some language some may find offensive (no swearing but still), and a ' plain bizarre' outlook on life. If you are one of those people who hate the strange and different or just can't accept different opinions avert your page surfer now.


Anyway, for those who don't know I am a fetishist. I am an expansion fetishist to be specific, I love pregnant bellies, chubbiness, or just bloated stomachs. I am not a 'sexual' fetishist as my interests hold more of a fascination and happiness level. Also included in my opinions of what is beautiful are long slender hands and feet, hazel, grey or pitch black eyes, navels (belly buttons), wrist warmers, the colour purple, and fuzzy hair. As such I am not your average person nor am I a 'sexual deviant'.

I am not active in any online communities, but I do like to browse and read, or otherwise, 'lurk'. Earlier today I stumbled across something that was offensive to the extreme. In an online forum related to expansion I found out something revolting.

It is no secret that the expansion community has been met with lots of criticism or hatred over the years. Including Manga-Punk-Sai's comic on 'inflation art' or the countless websites, trollers, or otherwise plain rude people on the internet. But at least most of it was contained to the internet.

Or at least was.

I found out that a television show had stolen Youtube clips made by some of the communities people and showed them on national television. All the while calling the makers 'sexual predators' or 'constant masturbaters'. Now the offending program was a G4 Around the Net clip that actually aired about a year ago. I really am behind things. Anyway. This show openly critised inflation fetishists and showed the names of the youtube users without permission. I read some of the users comments and found they removed all their videos and left Youtube because of a wave of hate mail.

After a little digging I also found that the Wieght Gaining community had also been attacked by G4.

Normally when there is a hater they're only a nuisance, a troll, or discouraging, but to hear that people have actually broadcast 'our feelings' to the world is dispicable.

The internet is the only place where we can find others like us. Where we can be ourselves without worry of public persecution. But to have your most private, and sometimes sacred feelings shown on television as a 'freakshow' ruins, no violates that. It's not only expansion, inflation, or fat lovers that are connected through the internet. People with disabilities, physical differences, homosexuals, other fetishists, the list goes on, find salvation with others here. And we're hated, indeed. Some psychologists believe those with fetishes or deviations should be 'treated' with drugs, hypnosis, or other forms of 'help'.

We live in a world where many preach all should come together and accept all kinds, and yet we are so far from any such ideal. Everything you could ever imagine or dream exists. And nothing is inherently wrong or evil.

I'm not sure if anyone will hear this. Or care. But the internet is a big place and there is no room for petty hatred.

No one is alone and here's a small list of all the kinds of people out there.

Abasiophilia - People with impaired mobility

Acrotomophilia - People with amputations

Agalmatophilia - Statues, mannequins and immobility

Andromimetophilia - Female-to-male transsexuals

Autagonistophilia - Being on stage or on camera

Autassassinophilia - Being in life-threatening situations

Autoandrophilia - Arousal by a biological female imagining herself as a male

Autogynephilia - Arousal by a biological male imagining himself as a female

Autopedophilia - Being prepubescent

Chremastistophilia - Being robbed or held up

Chronophilia - Partners of a widely differing chronological age

Dacryphilia - Tears or crying

Dendrophilia - Trees

Emetophilia - Vomit

Exhibitionism - Exposing oneself sexually to others, with or without their consent

Formicophilia - Being crawled on by insects

Gerontophilia - Elderly people

Homeovestism - Wearing clothing emblematic of one's own sex

Kleptophilia - Stealing; also known as kleptolagnia

Klismaphilia - Enemas

Lactaphilia - Breast milk

Liquidophilia - Attraction, or desire to immerse in liquids

Maiesiophilia - Sexual attraction of pregnant women

Macrophilia - Giants, primarily domination by giant women or men

Masochism - The desire to suffer, be beaten, bound or otherwise humiliated

Menophilia - Menstruation

Morphophilia - Particular body shapes or sizes

Mysophilia - Dirtiness, soiled or decaying things

Narratophilia - Obscene words, colloquially known as "talking dirty"

Nasophilia - Noses

Necrophilia - Cadavers

Olfactophilia - Smells

Paraphilic - infantilism Being a baby

Partialism - Specific, non-genital body parts

Pedovestism - Dressing like a child

Pictophilia - Pornography or erotic art, particularly pictures

Pyrophilia - Fire

Sadism - Inflicting pain on others

Salirophilia - Soiling or dirtying others

Sexual fetishism Nonliving objects

Somnophilia - Sleeping or unconscious people

Sthenolagnia - Muscles and displays of strength

Stigmatophilia - Body piercings and tattoos

Symphorophilia - Witnessing or staging disasters such as car accidents

Telephone scatologia - Obscene phone calls, particularly to strangers; also known as telephonicophilia

Transvestic fetishism - Wearing clothes associated with the opposite sex; also known as transvestism

Transvestophilia - A transvestite sexual partner

Trichophilia - Hair

Ursusagalmatophilia - Teddy bears

Vampirism - Drawing or drinking blood

Vorarephilia - Eating or being eaten by others; usually swallowed whole, in one piece

Zoophilia - Animals (actual, not anthropomorphic)

Please note this is a slightly edited list. I excluding the more violent or unsanitary fetishes. Also this list is by no means extreme. The sheer amount of unique people out their is staggering. And a fetish is by no means a soley sexual experience.

Fetishism ranges from fascination, feelings of happiness, excitement, and yes sexual feelings.

I do not agree with all those on that list, but I can accept it, more than accept it. There are people out there afraid of fetishists, who hate them, who want to 'fix' them.

My belief is that so long as no one is hurt, or embarrased without consent, all beliefs can exist. There are many kinds of people out there. And they all have the right to believe what they believe. And no one has the right to hate them for it.

This has been Alorok. With his own opinions. Good day.

Good God I reached a thousand page views. Almost unbelievable. So I'll finish the Gaara x Ino pic and maybe something else too. My hand is almost completely healed. But I keep switching back and forth with almost equal skill. Also main reason I haven't finished Gaara x Ino is because for my birthday I got a Warhammer 40k Tyranid Battle Force. Been painting.

Other news. I am considering dropping my History 12 course. I already have 98 credits. 18 more than I need to graduate!!!

I have been reading "the pageant" by spiraling staircase and the fwank. Awesome. But a little one dimensional for my tastes. But I can't complain. Astounding colours, and realistic reactions. Pretty cool. Another mild confession, while my main interest is pregnancy I find others, (giants, animal transformation...) well, almost anything interesting and beautiful in it's own right. (Hence my Marvelous Medicine George Pic.)

So I have three major pictures in development.

Gaara x Ino 2 Finished
Marvelous Medicine 2
1000 views
Jemina x John (request)

I am also fully open to requests.

Literally anything, but nothing purposely offensive. And I may take some creative liberties. Depending on subject matter.

Good Day everybody!

Finally my cast is off! I still won't be able to use it properly for a while but at least it works somewhat. But I think I might be left handed now...

Cool.

And I turn seventeen in three days. Awesome!

Hello anybody who still checks this page or is watching me. I would just like to let everyone know I'm sorry for no updates. Or pictures. But I broke my drawing hand, and I never wanted to draw more in my life. The cast is being removed in December so no updates are likely until christmas. There were some pics I was working on (a new Rei pic, and a follow up to Gaara and Ino) but those were delayed due to laziness and now hand damage.

Requests are not off but expect to wait possibly a month should one be requested. But I am practicing and getting better with my lesser hand.

So I was just checking in to say hello and I will practice and if anything doesn't look like it's covered in fur maybe I'll put it up.

So long everybody.

I just updated my page and I feel anyone who cares should know I am actually sixteen. I don't know why I lied about my age I guess it was awkward considering the level of sexuality in my obsession. So here is my confession.